It's been two years (at least) since my last post and I have completely forgotten and neglected this blog. Yet, here I sit on a beautiful Thursday morning with my second cup of coffee in hand and a blank page before me. Nothing sounds better than filling this page with words and thoughts to put into the world. I may not have any readers, but that's not what it's about for me.. just the simple joy of a quiet morning. 

 My life has gone from average to extraordinary this past year. It's funny how you can become comfortable with your life and believe that you have everything you need - that your world is complete, when in fact you are missing something great. I have no regrets. The last five years of my life have been incredible. I have learned so much about myself. I know that I am strong enough to do anything on my own. I know that my daughter and I can be blissfully happy together. I know that hard times are only a window into something better. One of my favorite quotes: "Just when the caterpillar thought the word was over, it became a butterfly." I know that anything is possible with God. Just when I thought I was completely satisfied with my life, God showed me how to see in color. God showed me love. Not the love I have as a mom or a friend or family member, but true unfailing love. I am brought to my knees at how fulfilling it can be with Him at the center. 

 Michael and I have been doing daily devotions since October 12 and today was the last entry of the month. I didn't even know what devotions were before this book, but I can say that I would recommend them to anyone! Our book is geared toward couples, but I have already seen the messages make their way into other avenues and relationships in my life. At one point, I told my mom that she should be reading it with us! I think I will just get her a women's devotional though! When we began, I was a little worried, because we have started off with some of the tougher issues. Now that I reflect, I see that it has been good though. These discussions are important to have and will give us a strong foundation to stand upon when the hard times actually do come our way. I feel so blessed!

So, it looks like my life is going to be changing so much more in the next few months, so maybe I will try to write more... but I've said that before, so no promises! I am so excited for this next chapter in my life. I feel like I am finally on the path that I am meant to be on. Until next time...