It's been two years (at least) since my last post and I have completely forgotten and neglected this blog. Yet, here I sit on a beautiful Thursday morning with my second cup of coffee in hand and a blank page before me. Nothing sounds better than filling this page with words and thoughts to put into the world. I may not have any readers, but that's not what it's about for me.. just the simple joy of a quiet morning. 

 My life has gone from average to extraordinary this past year. It's funny how you can become comfortable with your life and believe that you have everything you need - that your world is complete, when in fact you are missing something great. I have no regrets. The last five years of my life have been incredible. I have learned so much about myself. I know that I am strong enough to do anything on my own. I know that my daughter and I can be blissfully happy together. I know that hard times are only a window into something better. One of my favorite quotes: "Just when the caterpillar thought the word was over, it became a butterfly." I know that anything is possible with God. Just when I thought I was completely satisfied with my life, God showed me how to see in color. God showed me love. Not the love I have as a mom or a friend or family member, but true unfailing love. I am brought to my knees at how fulfilling it can be with Him at the center. 

 Michael and I have been doing daily devotions since October 12 and today was the last entry of the month. I didn't even know what devotions were before this book, but I can say that I would recommend them to anyone! Our book is geared toward couples, but I have already seen the messages make their way into other avenues and relationships in my life. At one point, I told my mom that she should be reading it with us! I think I will just get her a women's devotional though! When we began, I was a little worried, because we have started off with some of the tougher issues. Now that I reflect, I see that it has been good though. These discussions are important to have and will give us a strong foundation to stand upon when the hard times actually do come our way. I feel so blessed!

So, it looks like my life is going to be changing so much more in the next few months, so maybe I will try to write more... but I've said that before, so no promises! I am so excited for this next chapter in my life. I feel like I am finally on the path that I am meant to be on. Until next time...

So, I finally got a new camera!!! The last one I bought was a terrible Kodak easy share about 7 years ago that completely and unfix-ably broke about six months after I got it. This one is a Sony DSC-WX9 and it takes panoramic photos and 3-D photos and has a 16.2 megapixel resolution. I am loving it so far!! The price was completely reasonable as well. I will truly test it out next month at our family trip to Myrtle Beach, but I think I may have made a smart purchase this time. This picture is of my daughter Olivia and a family friend at Bayfront Park yesterday. LOVE :) (click the pic to see full size)

Beauty Blog? Life Blog?

     If anyone knows my mother, you will kow that she likes to "borrow" things. She wears my clothes, my shoes, my makeup, purse, you name it. Don't get me wrong, I am all for sharing, trading, etc. but sometimes it sucks when things tend to dissapear or get worn down pretty quickly. Anyway, I'm not hating.. I've merely come to the realization that I need to get things in order.
     I have decided that every paycheck, I am going to buy one new item for my wardrobe.(My cousin told me to do this as well) You would laugh really, at the lack of clothing that I have.. and half of the things have holes! It's okay for now, because I am usually in lounge clothes or work clothes (scrubs). So, maybe every two weeks, I will do a new post with the new outfit?
    Another completely awesome thing that my Mom just told me, is that she is going to buy me a FULL makeup set for my birthday this year. The only condition is that I have to give her everything I have now. Umm, of course! So, I've been making a little list of all the goodies that I want and counting the days untill my birthday. I suppose I'm going to have to get something good for her birthday as well. Maybe a little clothes shopping?
     On another note, I have been eating much better. About six months ago, I decided to go Vegetarian again and I immediately started feeling better. Since then, I've been trying to make little changes. Whenever I revamp my whole diet or routine, I fail. Therefore I've been doing one thing at a time, getting used to it, and adding something else on. I drink way more water and less soda, no more big meals at work in the middle of the night, home cooked meals (so I know what's in it), and today I tried using plain nonfat greek yogurt instead of sour cream. I actually could not even tell the difference! You should try it, like right now.
     My next big hurdle is exercising more often. I've been doing a little from time to time, but I just got a huge incentive. My bridesmaid dress. (dun, dun, dun!!!!) It is beautiful, it's from Victoria's Secret... but it's short, and scimpy (is that a word?) and the boobage area is way too revealing for me.. not to mention the  fact that I am hanging over the top in a very non-flattering way. I want this dress to look good for the late May date that I have to wear it. Think pushups... sit-ups... running? I dunno yet, but I'm going to make it work - and I'm not going to brag about it on facebook, because I always feel sucky when things don't some to fruition.
     I am remembering that I am making a life change, not a quick fix! I can do this. I think I might even join an online support group. I will be sure to update though. 'The road ahead is paved with good intentions'.

K

This is my favorite background picture right now.

I don't know why... it just makes me feel so peaceful.

Welcome!

Hello everyone. I just wanted to start off with a little welcome and thank you for reading my blog. We are still unpacking from a recent move, so I still need to get my camera back in order and out of the chaos. I am hoping to update at least once a week. See ya later :D